Mismatch. Camera failure.

My camera is BROKEN.

Get it? BROKEN. Anyways, it's been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long since I last updated so I guess I'll just upload the pics DAMIEN took before his camera got GGed.

I held the camera the wrong way )=
Anyone can guess who THIS guy is!? Hint: Bunnies.
This is why you make sure you don't hold your camera backwards.
"I see you!" "I know!"

Look out!!!

Bla bla bla. The END.

Later.
Mi-En

Random Stuffs

1. The person who tagged you is :
Harmony Tan

2. Your relationship with him/her is :
Arch-nemesis(To my balls.)

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
ARGH! MY BALLS! COVER THEM!

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
Nothing? I rarely spend more than 20 minutes with her.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
You'd better wear guards tomorrow if you know what I mean.

6. If he/she becomes your lover
No. Because, no.

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
No. Because, no.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
Wear guards everyday.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
For fun. Definitely for kicks.

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
Not get kicked there.

11. Your overall impression on him/her is:
Evil, naughty, dirty-minded.(Speaking for myself.)

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
I hate my hair, damn it.

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Myself. I feel good the way I am... except my freaking hair.

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
You son of a... I mean. Sun off a beach, I fell asleep in English class.

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Nyk
2. Nick YB
3. Imran cause I know you're reading this.
4. Yuuko-chan although she probably already did it.
5. Azni cause I like doing this shit.
6. Ancel cause he quitted blogging.
7. Elaine who also probably done it.
8. Amanda because she probably has nothing else better to do.
9. Andrew to help him relieve his boredism.
10. Edwin FlyFF

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
Belinda? LOL!

18. Is 9 a male or a female?
An evil GUY.

19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
Probably Biology... IF you know what I mean...

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
My mother.

21. What kind of music does 8 like?
She hates techno. I know that much.

22. Does 1 have any siblings?
None. Unless I count as one, LOL!

23. Is 4 single?
I guess?

24. What is the surname of 5?
Err... Refer to Harmony.

25. What's the hobby of 3?
Eating, fo' shure.

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
Yes. They're cousins(DISTANT).

27. Where is 10 studying at?
USJ4 or somewhere in Shah Alam.

28. Say something casual about your eyes:
They suffer from extreme cases of visual disorder whenever I blink. Yes, I see sausages.

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
No. That's just... wrong.

30. Where does 9 live?
Somewhere in USJ3.

31. What colour does 4 like?
"Anything colour that bunnies are!" - Harmony

32. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
No. They don't even know each other.

33. Does 2 like 7?
As a friend, maybe.

34. How did you get to know 8?
Sometime in Standard/Primary 1.

35. Does 3 have any pets?
A cat? If he does, it's probably really, I mean, REALLY fat.

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?

Are you gay? An aeroplane could land here.

37. Are you sexy?
Why, no. If I was, I wouldn't be doing this.

38. What am I doing now?
Painting the Mona Lisa.


I'm tagging the following:
FCUK this. STOP REPEATING THE QUESTION!

A Hundred Truths 2008

1. Real name → Damien Liaw
002. Nickname(s)→ Damien, D, Dame, GAYmien (CURSE YOU, DARREN WITH ONE R!), Neimad, Damian (Sivaths' fault...), Mi-en(It's cute when Wei Wern says it.), Damin(Bal can't get enough fo it.)
004. Zodiac sign → Cancer (It's sign is 69.)
005. Male or female → Male (Is it there? Yes.)
006. Elementary → Ladybird in Subang and Bluebells in Penang.
007. Middle School → SMK USJ 12 since... err... ever(and ever.)
008. University → None yet. Tokyo U sounds awesome though.
009. Friends → More than I can count on my fingers AND toes.

010. Hair color → Uber dark brown.
011. Long or short Hair → Short(Preferred choice? Mastercard.)
012. Loud or Quiet → Shh... Bal's doing his add maths.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans(LOL)
014. Phone or Camera → Camera!
015. Health freak → I rarely get sick to begin with so I don't even care.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither (Wow. Pretty darn clean, huh?)
017. Do you have a crush on someone?→ Yes. It's pretty heavy too.
018. Eat or Drink → I prefer... Neither(?). BOTH.
019. Piercings → Never will.
020. Tattoos → Not yet(?). NEVER.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Not at all.
024. First best friend → Balraj Singh aka JARLAB.
025. First award → 3rd place for something... Not sure what though.
026. First crush → Uhh... Don't remember! 0=3
027. First pet → A bunny. Wow.
030. First big birthday → Kindergarden.


CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → YES.
050. Drinking → Water.
052. I'm about to → play O2Jam.
053. Listening to → nothing at all.
054. Plans for today → Tuition x2.
055. Waiting for → Anything to happen.


YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Maybe one or two?
059. Want to get married? → As Nick would've said... After that last question... It'd be sick if I didn't want to get married.
060. Careers in mind → Surgeon, Lawyer and Game Developer.

WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - Yes. Once.
081. Ran away from home → Yes O=/
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Not yet.
083. Killed somebody → All the time.
084. Broken someone's heart → Probably once.
085. Been arrested → Nope
087. Cried when someone died → What would that achieve?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → No. I believe in Kamina who believes in me.
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → Yes
092. Heaven → Definitely. Where else would I go when I die?
093. Santa Claus → No. If reindeer can fly, so can pigs.
094. Male Nipples → No comment.
095. Kiss on the first date → Situation dependant.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → The person I want to be with will only hurt me.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No.
099. Do you believe in God →Yeah.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

1. Everyone except Nick and Edwin. NICK not NYK. Jeez.

Bummer...

So it's like...
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=100746856404&ref=mf

Haha, Shane. Nice try but it's kind of obvious it's you. LOL. Who else hates me this much? I don't really care, though. Ah, well.

ANYWAYS...

Woah. I gots a new nickname yesterdaiis. It's 'Mi-En'. A horrible attempt by Wei Wern in Chinese-fying my name. Keyword is obviously... 'horrible'. Hahas.

So it's like, I like it so, I will be using it more often. LOL. So, here we go. I'll be changing my layout, blah blah blah and some other random stuff. The interesting part was I like how Wei Wern repeated it again and again. It sounds all too familiar, hahas. Was called that once, stopped ever since...

So, let's jam!

This is epic jamming. I'll post some videos later tonight. Hafta finish my projects.

Later.
Mi-En
aka Damien(obvious?)

P.S: Here we go again.

MJ's Death & Me... Similarity? Date.

MJ died on my birthday, what the heck. Who would've known?

ANYWAYS, MJ was a good guy. That's all I'm saying. Nothing else.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: Actually, I wanted to write a really long post but I forgot what I wanted to write =(

Contack Infoes... Bad English LOL

Well. Since JANE STILL HAS NO IDEA ABOUT MY MSN AND IGN. LOL. Let's go through this... again...

MSN : damienLCD_forever@hm.com
E-mail : yuuichikun-DESU@live.com.my

IGNS

Aquila : Divinism(Windbreaker)
Bootes : iYukikaze(Flame Wizard)
Cassiopeia : iKobayashi(Hopefully)
Delphinus : iDivinism(Confirm will get.)
Eridanus : I hate this server.
Fornax : iTakeuchi(If get, pwn.)

Songs That Mean Something

ALONES - Aqua Timez

Oreta awai tsubasa
Kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Mou dareka no tame janakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo

Izen to shite shinobiyoru kodoku
Uchigawa ni tomoru rousoku
Nigiwau ba ni gouka na shanderia to wa urahara ni
Tarinai kotoba no
Kubomi o nani de umetara ii n’ darou
Mou wakaranai yo
Semete yume no naka de
Jiyuu ni oyogetara anna sora mo iranai no ni
Kinou made no koto wo
Nuritsubusa nakute mo asu ni mukaeru no ni

Oreta awai tsubasa
Kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Mou dareka no tame ja nakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo

Rettoukan to no wakai wa
Kantan ni wa kanawanaisa
Jiishiki no teppen ni suwaru
Kagami ga utsusu hanabira
Furishiboru you ni
Kogoreta ai wo sakende miru keredo
Modokashikute
Meguru toki no naka de
Kizuguchi wa yagate
Kasabuta ni kowatte iku
Kimi wa sore o matazu
Totemo utsukushiku
Totemo hakanage de

Hagare ochita ato no
Ubuge no you ni
Hiwamari no naka de furueru inori
Ima wa muri ni dareka no koto wo
Ai sou to omowanakute ii no ni

[Instrumental]

Toki ni kono sekai wa
Ue wo muite
Aruku ni wa sukoshi mabushii sugiru ne
Shizumu you ni
Me wo fuseru to
Kawaita chimen ga namida wo susuru
Why do you feel so
Alone anytime
Subete wo uketomenakute ii yo
Why do you feel so
Alone anytime
Koraeru koto dakedo
Yuuki ja nai

Sen no Yoru wo Koete - Aqua Timez

Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerunda

Anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
Nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
Donna ni negai nozomou ga
Kono sekai ni wa kaerareru mono ga takusan aru darou
Sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
Dare ni mo kaerareru shinjitsu dakara

Sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

Kono hiroi sekai de meguri au yorokobi wo kotoba jya ii arawasenai ne
Dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
Iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo doremi de utatte
Fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
Atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to

Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
Kurikaeshite wa hitori bocchi wo iyagatte
Ano hi no boku wa mukizu no mama de hito wo aisou to shite ita

Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa

Ketsui no Asa ni - Aqua Timez

Douse nara mou
Hetakuso na yume wo egaite ikou yo
Douse nara mou
Hetakuso de akaruku yukai na ai no aru yume wo
“Kidon nakute ii
Kakkotsuke nai hou ga omaerashii yo”

Isshoukenmei ni nareba naru hodo
Karamawari shite shimau bokura no tabiji wa
Shougakusei no
Te to ashi ga issho ni dechau koushin mitai
Sore mo mata iin ja nai?
Ikite yuku koto nante sa
Kitto hito ni warawareru kurai ga
Choudo iin da yo

Kokoro no oku no oku
Tojikometeta hontou no boku
Namami no san-juu-roku do gobun
Kazarazu ni iza we don’t stop
Kedo mada tsuyogatterun da yo
Mada baria wo hatterun da yo
Itami to tatakatterun da yo

Tsurai toki tsurai to ietara ii no ni naa
Boku-tachi wa tsuyogatte warau yowamushi da
Sabishii no ni heiki na furi wo shite iru no wa
Kuzure ochite shimai sou na
Jibun wo mamoru tame na no sa

Boku dake ja nai hazu sa
Ikiba no nai kono kimochi wo
Ibasho no nai kono kodoku wo
Kakaete iru no wa...

Hito no itami ni wa mukanshin
Sono kuse jibun no koto to naru to fuan ni natte
Hito wo kiratte
Fukou na no wa jibun dakette omottari
Ataerare nai koto wo tada nageite
San sai ji no you ni wameite
Ai toiu na no oyatsu wo suwatte matteru boku wa
ASUFARUTO no terikaeshi ni mo makezu ni
Jibun no ashi de aruiteku hitotachi wo mite omotta
Ugokaseru ashi ga aru nara
Mukaitai basho ga aru nara
Kono ashi de aruite yukou

Mou nido tohontono egao wo torimodosu koto
Dekinai kamoshirenai to omou yoru mo atta kedo

Taisetsu na hito-tachi no atatakasa ni sasaerare
Mou ichido shinjite miyou ka na to omoi mashita

Tsurai toki tsurai to ietara ii no ni naa
Boku-tachi wa tsuyogatte warau yowamushi da
Sabishii no ni heiki na furi wo shite iru no wa
Kuzure ochite shimai sou na
Jibun wo mamoru tame dakedo

Ayamachi mo kizuato mo tohou ni kure
Besokaita hi mo
Boku ga boku toshite ikitekita akashi ni shite
Douse nara korekara wa isso dare yori mo
Omoikiri hetakuso na yume wo egaite yukou
Ii wake wo katadukete doudou to mune wo hari
Jibun toiu ningen wo utai tsuduke you

I never thought I can find a few songs that closely described me. Its kind of like my life into a song. Each represents a part in my life, how I feel and how it is everyday.

For those who aren't Japanese literate(like me).

ALONES(ENG) - Aqua Timez

Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

loneliness is still creeping up,
A candle lit up inside
totally incompatible with a splendid, bustling party

The hollowness of
the absence of your words, is it ok just to bury them?
I still don't know

At least within dreams
If I can swim freely even if there isn't anywhere like that,
Even if everything until now is forgotten,
Even if I can face tomorrow...

Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

The peacefulness of inferiority
won't come true so simply
Settling above your self consciousness
A petal reflected by a mirror

Straining my lungs,
tryin' to call dirtied love,
however, it's so frustrating

As times are passing
My wounds are cursed
My scabs are changed
You haven't got that
So beautiful
Yet so short lived

After the scabs fall off
Just like the newer, shorter hair near the scar
My prayer are shaking in the bright light
I won't forcibly
try to love you...

Sometimes, in this world
When we try to walk ahead,
it's a little too bright, isn't it?
It's like we're sinking
When we feel like giving up,
the dry land sucks up our tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
We don't have to take it all, you know
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Simple refrain isn't courage……..

Sen no Yoru wo Koete(ENG) - Aqua Timez

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Ketsui no Asa ni(ENG) - Aqua Timez

If you want to do something,
then sketch out your pitiful dream
If you want to do something,
then sketch out your dream
with badly lit, but pleasant love
“You don’t have to pretend, not being very cool suits you well”

The more effort we put into it,
the more fruitless our journey is
Our hands and fleet fly everywhere
like we’re in an elementary school parade
Living life, isn’t it great?
So being laughed at by people definitely feels alright

The real me is shut away in the depths of my heart
36/5 human,
to put it plainly now, we don’t stop
But I’m still acting tough,
I’m still putting up a barrier
I’m fighting with the pain

Times are tough, I wish I could say that;
that’s how I feel
We’re a couple of laughing cowards, acting tough
Even though I’m lonely,
I’m pretending to be just fine
In order to protect myself,
who feels like he’s about to crumble

It shouldn’t be only me that feels these feelings
of having no place to turn to
I’m carrying with me
This rootless loneliness…

I’m indifferent to the pain of others
When I’m really being myself, I get insecure
I hate people, and I think only of being unhappy
I whine about the things that I’m deprived of
I scream and cry like a 3 year old kid
I’m sitting and waiting for my afternoon snack,
called love

Not giving in to the reflection in the asphalt
Walking with my own feet,
I looked at people, and thought
If I could move,
if there was a place I wanted to head to
Then I would walk there with my own feet

There were nights when
I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to
Get my real smile back again
Supported by the warmth of the people that I love
I thought that maybe I should try to believe,
one more time

Times are tough, I wish I could say that;
that’s how I feel
We’re a couple of laughing cowards, acting tough
Even though I’m lonely,
I’m pretending to be just fine
In order to protect myself,
who feels like he’s about to crumble, but

My mistakes and scars, being perplexed
and the days when I was about to cry
They’re all proof that I lived my life, as myself
If you want to do something, then from now on
Sketch out your pitiful dream,
with more strength than anyone else
Readying your explanation, and holding your head high
without hesitation
Keep on singing about a person called yourself

Yes, I AM an Aqua Timez Addict so, live with it.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

I Think I Want To Give Up

Honestly, she's, for the lack of a better word, trouble. I can't think about anything else... When I try to study, my thoughts eventually go to her and how angelic she is. This is beginning to become a bit of a nuisance because, I can't study or concentrate at all. This happens when she's NOT around. When she is, I get all fidgety, I can't even THINK straight. I tend to go quiet and try not to make her angry at me for some reason.

In fact, she's becoming more and more distant from me. It's as if she's a completely different person now. Whatever happened to the old her, I ask myself. I bet if I talked to a complete stranger for even 5 minutes, I'd know the stranger more than the person I've known all my LIFE, dammit.

I have no idea what to do. When I need her the most, she ignores me and when I don't want to see her(which is quite often lately since I AM confused about my feelings for her, she's around almost half the time. I'm beginning to derail from what I want to become, all because of a girl.

People think I have no problems since I'm always cheery and all but... hell. They have no clue. I feel like I'm trying to escape reality by being so cheerful. FFS, it makes me sick just thinking about it.

I wonder what I should do? In fact, what SHOULD I do now? I've been like this for almost 4 years straight, stuck on the same girl. Just those three syllables gives me goosebumps. I think I'm going crazy, no one my age should be made to think THIS BLOODY MUCH.

I don't think I have anything else to say =(

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

Holidays Go On And I'm Bored =.=

BORED. I HATE HOLIDAYS!!! Not really but yeah, it's kinda boring during the holidays. Unless someone comes over and does something fun.

You know whats funny? My mum threatening to kick me out of the house if I kept playing the piano. That's funny. Luckily, she hasn't and will not... HOPEFULLY.

I'm bored. I noticed my nails are bloody long. I'll cut them soon. After I rape someone... KIDDING KIDDING. Note to self. Don't joke about it.

Pokemon!

Current team~

1. Jolteon
2. Vaporeon
3. Espeon
4. Umbreon
5. Flareon
6. Glaceon

And this causes immense doom. if they don't die before anything else. LOL!

And so, the holidays go on and I am STILL bored.

Nothing much else.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: I'm relearning 2 songs since they were incomplete and completely off-sounding. They are, River Flows In You and Every time We Touch.

Holidays Conitnue and The Learning Curve Steeps

So... I can't really play much piano songs due to the lack of keys on my organ =P Thats about 56 keys =( It makes me unable to learn Josh Agarrado's Anime Piano Nantoka 2008... And that makes me sad. Anyways, I recorded two songs on my organ todaii. An update to Sen no Yoru wo Koete and another song which shall remain a mystery until you see it?

Here they are.


This song is dedicated to Jane, the CASCADA addict.


This is my continuation from last time's song. LOL

Nothing much else.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

Holidays Begin

Greetings and salutations.

I am Yuuichi and I thought I would re-introduce myself... Since, after all, I have begun life as a new person. I really appreciate everything around me. Seriously though, have YOU ever THANKED the dude in your tuition that gives your attendance cards the chops? I did.

Learning stuff the hard way is how I roll. I've been studying hard the last few days and I'm pretty sure I can answer some random fact questions.

So last Friday, I fought this other guy in my tuition in Pokemon and... unbelieavably, I lost. I swore to beat him, the only guy I ever lost to so far. And now, I'm sure I'll win tomorrow.

My line up is:

1. Kyogre
2. Darkrai
3. Jirachi
4. Scyther
5. Salamence
6. Deoxys

I traded with people from all over the world to get my starting line-up. This will be an epic showdown. Considering, all my Pokemon have been IV/EV trained to perfection.

I guess I got nothing else to say except that I'm currently learning 3 songs on the piano, Sen no Yoru wo Koete, Everytime We Touch and Canon in D. Also, I'm converting 2 songs into piano, Canon Rock and Drifting. Both of which, I just barely scratched the surface.

I guess that's it. Holidays are DULL.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun

MYE 2nd Last Day

Woots. Exams over. Exams being over means more time to mull over my work =.=

ANYWAYS, not as emo anymore. Slightly happy now that I established MSES guild. Prepare to M.S.E.S.!

FOR SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
AUTOBOOOTS! ROLL OUT!

Lame, I know. Random as it can... purple flying pigs... be. So, it's like... PLASMA AUTORIFLES... there's nothing going on in my... BANSHEEEEEEEEEEE... life so that's all... PHONE.

SCYTHER... SCYTHE!

Ja... TOTODILE... na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka... SALAMENCE... Damien

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I can't keep up anymore.

Just as the title says. I just can't keep up with my life anymore. I pissed almost EVERYONE who is important in my life and I just feel like giving up. It's only a matter of time before my mind sets itself on self-destruct.

She hates me. Just plain hates me. In fact, everyone hates me. I don't see a reason not to. I play my piano too loudly, I have no talent at all and... I'm not smart. I'm stupid. Plain stupid. It's like... I keep trying to study for all my subjects but I can't keep up. All this while, I've relied on my luck and it seems to be going down the drain for me.

I hope... This will all end soon. If so...

Ja na forever, guys.
Yuuichi-kun

P.S: Most of my posts will now be about me hating my life so you might not really wanna keep reading this.

MYE Day 003

Woah. Chemistry was semi-tough... But EST was super easy~

I like what Pn. Yek said though. It was like sooooooo EPIC. And when I say EPIC, it is indeed, EPIC. Here it is.

Look up for inspiration.
Look down in desperation.
But never look left or right for information.

It was so poetic, man. Simply EPIC.

That's about it. CABAL's fun, I guess.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun

MYE Day 002

Dang. I hate Additional Mathematics. It's as I suspected. We were given the formula sheet because the exam is the hardest shit I've ever seen in YEARS. And what I say counts cause I'm not exactly in the lower class tier, am I? Oh, wait, I am =.=

Thank god tomorrow its Chemistry and EST. Easy subject especially now that I mastered the art of making chemical equations and counting the volume and/or mass. EST? Easy subject to begin with.

Hmm... People ask why I don't study. You really wanna know why? Cause... Science has proven this. You will forget the thing you studied if and only if you studied RIGHT before the exams(Modern Mathematics Reference 001). ANYWAYS, nothing much to say 'cept that I'm off to bed! I like sleeping early and waking up earlier than expected. In fact, why bother at all?

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun

Poems, Poems and Other Junk

Okae. So I finally decided to post. What? Life is hectic and my schedule's been jammed packed between MAPLING and STUDYING. We'll take a break with a short commercial.

Always wondered what Damien does in his free time? Wonder no more! We will reveal his secrets right here.

His schedule is...

EVERYDAY

6/8AM Wake up.
8:30AM > 1PM Study.
1PM > 2:30PM Eat Lunch.
3:00PM > 11PM > Maple.
11:30PM Sleep

Now you know. What he does.

Okae... That was a pretty invasive commercial. Please. I'm pretty much lifeless right about now. LV001 to LV070 in a week is lifeless. Pure INTs nowadays. Hmm... Crack into poem. For Mother's Day.

When we ask questions,

Answers are not always given,

Try as we may, 

Everything we do will be weighed upon, 

Red as the roses, clear as the skies, 

Free as the birds, as fast as they fly, 

Amazing as it is, you are what you are, 

Loving as you are, caring is your art, 

Lasting in our memories, made an inprint in our hearts.

We may forget but we shall always remember,

Whose love it is we will cherish forever.

oh, yeah. Guys. I will be writing a storybook that is well, titled like my BLOG. This storybook isn't just one continuous story, it is a lexicon of romantic stories that is bound to touch your heart. I'll start with an idea I worked on earlier in my previous book(which i stopped), insomnia. Now. I like to write stories based off songs but this insomnia idea isn't based of Mr. David's song. This idea existed since F2. As some people may recall =3

So if anyone has a nice song that has deep meaning that you THINK or FEEL can be made into a good short, post it in my boring old CBox. That boring old thing needs updating.

Eh. [TitaniumReMiXeD] is still alive, by the way. Usually just me and Amer. I guess I'm not so into gaming as I was a few months back. Now I'm just laid back and enjoying my normal games.

What? You want more information on my story? FINE. Not to be perasan but I'm using my adopted Pen Name as the MC in my story. For the heroine? Ah. Excellent question. I have no clue about the family name but I'm dead set on using Yukari as the female lead's name. Why? It just screams, 'PICK ME AS YUUICHI'S LOVER.' and that's about it. LOL.

I guess I have nothing much to write about. Remember guys. ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS, cherish your mother.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

EXTRAS

Hell, I'll even post ALL my old poems since I haven't updated for so long.

Dawn Of Forever

I looked back at those times,
Lost, moving further with every second lived,
Over the years, I seemed to have forgotten,
Vaguely, an image formed in my head,
Every time I see it, I get frustrated, who is it?
Young and vigorous, that girl in my head,
Opposite of myself, I had once said,
Under the clouds, smiling so brightly,
Free from agony, free from melancholy,
Once fine day, I saw her near my home,
Raining it was, but still brightly she shined,
Eternally, I forever will wonder,
Vigorously, she took my upper lip,
Ever so suddenly, she called out my name,
Really. How could I be so stupid? She's the one I will cherish... forever.

Saviour

Long time ago, I was trapped,
In a cage, deep within my very own heart,
Months have passed since I last say daylight,
Salvation at last! After so long,
Under the veil of night, she set me free,
Elegantly, she passed me her hand,
Chances like these, are not always there,
Heaven forbid but she was stil there,
Ever and forever, she will be free,
Never too worried, about my well being.

By the way, I refurbished the poems a bit. I guess it's really the last time. Laters.

FINALLY. I copy pasta-ed the TAG from JY from Jj's Blog.

Tag ONE

LOVE LIFE:

1. Are you single or taken ?

• Let's see. I'm usually taken as a single person.

2. Have you been in a relationship with a girl/boy before ?

• No, I suppose?

3. What do you see in a girl/boy at first sight ?

• "Oh, my. Who is this?"

4. Has anyone confessed to you before ?

• I have NOOOOO idea...

5. Has anyone said you were very handsome/pretty ?

• I guess? I don't remember!!! >_<

6. If you were forced to like someone in primary school , who will it be ?

• I'd just stick with myself.

7. If you were forced to like someone in secondary school , who will it be ?

• HER.

8. Has any boy/girl kissed you before ?

• You know what? When I get kissed... My inner side comes unleashed.

9. Do you like someone of the opposite gender ?

• Why, yes.

10. Who is the most handsome/pretty in your heart ?

• HER.

YOUR LIFE

1. How tall are you ?

• A whopping 170cm =.=

2. Whats your weight ?

• About 70kg.

3. Do you have short , medium or long hair ?

• I'd count mine as short.

4. Do you like make-ups ?

• Make-up sucks.

5. When do you stop pissing in your bed ?

• This question makes no sense. It's like it's saying I piss in my bed ATM.

6. Would you rather eat or sleep ?

• Both. At the same time >=3

7. Would you rather cheat or steal ?

• I'd rather die.

8. How long do you bathe ?

• A mere 2 minutes to an unbelievable 2 hours. What?

9. Whats your hobby ?

• Music. And games.

10. Do you like ice-cream ?

• I scream, you scream, we all scream for ICE-CREAM!

FRIENDS (primary)

1. Who is the prettiest ?

• Don't remember? I suppose it's Debbie.

2. Who is the most handsome ?

• The one, the only. Kai Yoong?

3. Who is the smartest ?

• Cheok Yew Thien. Bastard genius =.=

4. Who is the stupidest ?

• ME! ME! ME! (Best in Maths)

5. Who is the most popular girl and boy in class ?

• My class? Or other classes?

6. Who is well-liked by opposite gender ?

• Debbie FTW?

7. Which boy and girl are you closest to ?

• Guy = Nick and Bal whereas girl = Nicole and Amanda?

8. Who is the most hated boy/girl ?

• Guy - Jeremy. Gal? Not so sure.

9. Who is the most hyper person in class ?

• I'd say, Jahaziel.

10. Who makes you laugh a lot ?

• At that time? Nick.

FRIENDS (secondary)

1. Who is the prettiest ?

• To me? HER. To everyone else? Lim Wan Shin.

2. Who is the most handsome ?

• I have no ghey clue =3

3. Who is the smartest ?-

• Ohohoho. No clue.

4. Who is the stupidest ?

• ME! ME! ME!

5. Who is the most popular boy and girl in class ?

• In my class? Boy = Ong Fu Ying and girl = Ong Sherlyn?

6. Who is well-liked by opposite gender ?

• Lim Wan Shin?

7. Which boy and girl are you closest to ?

• Guy = Every guy in my class. Girl = No one? LOL. Can't think.

8. Who is the most hated boy/girl ?

• MUAHAHAH! LAM JIE HAN THE BLUE CHAO AH BENG!

9. Who is the most hyper person in class ?

• ME! ME! ONLY ME!

10. Who makes you laugh a lot ?

• Myself.

TAG.

• I don't want to.

TAG TWO

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B) Those who are being tag cannot refuse.
C) Continue this quiz by tagging 8 other people.

1 . What have you been doing recently?

• Tuition and dinner.

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?

• No. It usually dies before that happens. Saves me the trouble.

3 . What happen at 10am today?

• Waiting for BM lesson to end so can go recess.

4 . When did you last cry?

• When I saw this ridiculous question.

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?

• Yes. Why not?

6 . What do you want in life now?

• HER and only HER.

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

• Neither. I like it when raindrops fall on my head.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?

• SEX! Joking~ It's sleeping.

9 . What bottoms are you wearing now?

• Some random bermudas.

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?

• HAH. I have no idea.

11 . Do you tend to make relationship complicated?

• If I have ever been in one long enough...

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

• My necklace chain? LAWL.

13 . What was the last movie you caught?

• HAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Just Follow Law.

14 . What are you proud of ?

• My awe inspiring DS skills.

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?

• No idea. It fails.

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?

• Better Man by... I forgot.

17 . Do you have any nicknames?

• Wait. Didn't I already do this?

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?

• "I HAVE NO IDEA." - Damien. Yes, I text myself.

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?

• 2320 Hours.

20 . Are you currently happy?

• Very.

21 . Who gives you the best advice?

• Believe it or not. /b/

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

• Yes. Yes, I do. I do it all the time.

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?

• No one. I rarely call people.

24 . Is something bugging you right now?

• Her dense-ness is awe-inspiring.

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?

• Amer HAKIMIN.

26.Do you like yourself?

• Not really.

27.You want $5 or $10?

• I want 5^10 $.

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?

• I AM STUPID.

29.Who is your best best best fren?

• That guy.

30.What will you do if you like that boy?

• I'm pretty sure I'm not GAY.

31.Who is your favourite stars?

• Let's see. I like Prometheus and the Sun.

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?

• No. She's the BEST thing that ever happened to me.

33.Do you had even stead before?

• WTF DOES THIS MEAN!?!?!?!?

34.what type of boy do you like?

• I'm sure you mean GIRL but heck, I ain't gay.

35.Now are you single/attached?

• Single but still wanting her even though I know she will never love me back.

Pass this tag to 10 people ! :D

1. Jane
2. Nyk
3. NYB
4. Jin Onn
5. Andrew
6. Amanda
7. Shane
8. Magdalene
9. Elaine
10. Harmony

1. Would you date number 5?

• [Andrew] GAY BASTARD.

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?

• [Nyk] OMG. NOOOOOOO! IS THERE A DOCTOR IN THE HOUSE?

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?

• [Elaine] They're friends.

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.

• [Jin Onn] I can actually see that happening.

5. Number 1 is acting weird. 

• [Jane] Isn't she always weird?

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut. 

• [NYB, Magdalene & Harmony] Let's just say Harmony is screwed.

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert. 

• [Shane] OMG. I know he's rich. I actually see that happening. FUN.

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar. 

• [Harmony] She'd better not try to drug me =.=

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world. 

• [Jin Onn] Yay!

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.

• [Magdalene] I swear to God. She looks 18!

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he wrap his arm around you.

• [Shane] "Get you hands off me or suffer. Suffer equals to no children."

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner. 

• [Andrew] As long as he pays. But I'll be like... calling more people.

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus. 

• [Elaine] "Hi!" "Oh, hi." =.=

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because she can't sleep.

• [Amanda] "HAHAHAHAHAHA! Let me tell you a story."

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind. 

• [Amanda] "Not again!" =.=

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them. 

• [Jane] I'd have to be the man again.

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame. 

• [Nyk] "Not again, Nyk. That's the FIFTH kitchen you razed today..."

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.

• [Jin Onn] Call the cops. Koalas are endangered species.

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box. 

• [Jin Onn] ALRIGHT, JIN ONN!

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game! 

• [Elaine] What else? PLAY!

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.

• [Jane] She's not.

22. Number 7 looks lonely!

• [Shane] I'd call him to my house along with a bunch of our friend to hang out!

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave them alone. 

• [Nyk] He'd never do that.

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you. 

• [NYB & Andrew] Oh, golly.

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?

• [Amanda] It's about time she got rid of that brown hair.

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went. 

• [Nyk] "Why the hell did you kill another person!?"

27. You catch number 9 by herself, crying. 

• [Elaine] You know. She's like a little sister type of person. I'm afraid I'd have to comfort her...

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!Is it possible?

• [Jane, NYB & Andrew] It's possible BUT... HAAAAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm too fast for them. Andrew's short, NYB's too big and JANE? DON'T MAKE ME GIGGLE.

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Well... Nothing much happened today.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: TAG MEEEEE! I LIKE DOING TAGSSSSS.

Tagged... And a few more things.

Instructions; do this quiz . Remove 1 question from the quiz . Replace it with your own question .

1 )Who is the most important person in your life?

• Only one? Damn. I need to get my priorities straight.

2)What will you die without?

• Believe it or not. My piano(?).

3)What will you do if tomorrow is the end of the world?

• I'm afraid I'd have to kill you if I told you.

4)Do you believe in angels or fairy tales?

• Angels, definitely because SHE is one.

5)What did you eat this morning?

• Cookies?

6)What did you do, during 10am today?

• Waiting for BM lesson to over so I can go recess.

7)Who was the last person who lay down on your bed?

• Me. Who else but the one, the only, the amazing... Me.

8)Will you choose to live in an island alone or to live with an island full of annoying people?Why?

• I choose the latter option. Why? Because the more, the merrier!

9)What was the last text in your inbox? Who was it from?

• Nothing. I deleted all of them...

10)What was the last movie you caught?

• Beverly Hills Chihuahua. Because I was bored.

11)Who was the last person you talked on the line?

• AMER HAKIMIN. Why? Cause Skype is free.

12)Do you believe in fairytales in real life?

• Maybe. I mean, why?

13)Do you have a crush?

• Do I have a crush? I dunnoe. Do YOU!?

14)Whats your favorite cartoon?

• Timmy is an average kid. That no one understands. Mom and Dad and Viki always giving him commands... BEAT IT, TWERP!

15)What was the oldest message you received in your inbox?

• NOTHING. I DELETED ALL OF THEM >=(

16)Who is your bff?

• The rog.

17)Do you have any nickname?

• Duck. Believe it or not. DUCK.

18)Are you currently happy?

• Yes. Yes, I am.

19)What are you proud of ?

• "Rafael Nadal." - Amer. I have a no idea. He said tyhat while I was typing this.

20)Define the meaning of friends.

• Someone you know well and like.

21 )Differentiate what is love and what is like.

• Love is an instinct. Like is a feeling.

22)Are you bored now?

• GUESS.

24)Black or white?

• White.

25)Do you believe that dreams do come true?

• No. Not at all. Cause my dreams are too awesome to be reality.

26 )What was the meanest thing you had done?

• Over-level Shane in Maple by a measly 20%.

27)Are you in love?

• I don't know. GUESS.

28)What annoys you most?

• Shane's useless mic on his laptop.

29)Who annoys you most?

• Lam Jie Han. THE BLUE BASTARD.

30)Have you ever done crimes?

• I think underage sex is a crime.

31)Whats the color of your room?

• Snow.

32)Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

• No. I will get someone else to do. I mean, what else would I do with the 1 BILLION dollars?

33)Do you have a life?

• No. I'm a zombie.

34)Who was the last person you dreamt?

• HER.

35)Have you ever learnt any musical instrument?

• I'm a pianist(?).

36)Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?

• The way I express myself? I THINK SHE SHOULD.

37)Do you speak other language other than English?

• Try BM, Cantonese and a little bit of Japanese.

38)Do you play games often?

• Is everyday considered as often?

39)If you have to choose between friends and love which will you choose?

• Neither. Let's all die together. Better yet. 

40)What are you doing right now?

• Talking with the AMER HAKIMIN through Skype trying to convince him to make a blog.

41)Which primary school are you from?

• SK Seafield THREE

42)Who do you admire the most?

• Err... My mother. She has PERFECT English.

43)Which month are you born?

• The 6th Month. JUNE.
  

44)Where are you now ?

• At home. In front of my PC.

45)How old are you?

• A whopping 16 years old.

46)When was your last time you sat an airplane?

• Last year in March.

47)Who are you missing now?

• HER.

48)Why did you do this quiz?

• To pass time and because I was tagged.

Tag 9 person to do this quiz!

1. Harmony.
2. Jane.
3. Elaine.
4. Andrew.
5. Jingyu(FISHFACE)
6. Rhaizan(Rz)
7. Ancel
8. Jj(?)
9. NYK! Yes. NYK!

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You see. Lately. I've been bored. Oh, yea. [TitaniumReMiX] is still alive. We play occasionally. But beware, we suck! Here's ma Maple stats.

• iYuuichi - 43 - Pure STR Spearman
• iHiroki - 31 - Pure LUK Bandit
• PyscoVonLoco - 43 - Pure LUK Assassin
• iCalculators - 31 - Pure STR Fighter
• SoujiSetaZ - 38 - Pure DEX Hunter
• SoraZXZ - 14 - Pure LUK Rogue

Thats about it. Feel free to add me if you're in Bootes.

Ja ne.

Yuuichi-kun

aka Damien

P.S: I might update again later if I get to copypasta the other tags =.=

Tagged -FOR THE FIRST TIME-

I got tagged so now I have to do this shit =.=

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?

• Cheeks, I suppose.

2.How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

• Pretty darn horrible. I mean... How would YOU feel if you woke up at 5.20 a.m.?

3. Who was the last person you took picture with?

• My sister. Weirdly enough.

4. Would you consider to be spoilt?

• I suppose so, yes.

5. Would you ever donate blood?

• AB+ blood. I think I might =3

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?

• Dumb question. Of course I do.

7. Do you want someone dead?

• Actually, yes. I'd like to see Hitler... OH WAIT. He's already dead.

8. Whats does your last message says?

• Amer, "Tonight, we chiong to Lv45 if can."

9. What are you thinking right now?

• Wondering what's the next question and the best answer for it.

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?

• YES. Seriously.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?

• 2230 hours.

12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you're wearing now?-

• My Christmas present of two years ago. A t-shirt.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

• She never left in the first place!

14. Who were the last 3 people who text you?

• Amer, Shane and Sheng Keat.

15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

1. Nyk
2. Harmony
3. Jane
4. Elaine
5. Nicholas
6. Andrew
7. Magdalene
8. Amanda
9. Jin Onn
10. Jingyu

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with?

• [Harmony]I has no idea =3

17. Is 3 a female/male?

• [Jane] Female. Kinda random though.

18. If 7 and 10 get together , will that be a good thing?

• [Magdalene & Jingyu] MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
  

19. What is number 1 studying about?

• [Nyk] Him? Studying how to be 'lala'?

20. Is number 4 single?

• [Elaine] I think so...

21. Say something about number 5.

• [Nicholas] The master of... Copulation.

22. What do you think of number 4 & 6 together?

• [Elaine & Andrew] That... might actually happen and I'd have to go all out AGAINST it.

23. Describe number 9.

• [Jin Onn] The most homosexual bastard.

24. What will you do if 6 & 7 fight?

• [Andrew & Magdalene] They won't. One is in Singapore and the ohter is here, in Malaysia.

25. Do you like number 8?

• [Amanda] I used to. Now is a more friendly kind of like.

Nicole's Birthday! Random but not important!

So I SMSed her regarding her birthday and it went like this.

My SMS:

Me and bal wishes you a *gasp* happy birthday. Looks like you're getting old before me, eh?

She replied:

Thanks! I think... anyway, who's this?

I sent to her:

Your stupid cousin la.

She replied for the last time:

Oh, ok stupid cousin. I'll rate your no. as Stupid Cousin. Teehee! Ok lah, chao thanks again.


So I was like LOLing throughout the entire thing. Then I continued tuition. Nothing much happened to day but I had a high fever in the morning and couldn't make it to school and I still have some minor headaches so I can't come to school tomorrow anyways.

Ja.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: I hate sicknesses.

ARGH! Useless BRAIN!

Shiest. I forgot my pass AGAIN. I have to use an easier one later. ANYWAYS. So...

Lately, me and my friends(Shane and Amer) have been Mapling. So far, we are lv31 but we're planning to become gay today. Gay as in UBER... not homo. So here's our stats.

1. iYuuichi - 31 - Spearman - PureSTR
2. PyscoVonLoco - 31 - Assasin - PureLUK
3. SoujiSetaZ - 31 - Hunter - PureDEX

BESIDES THAT, I also learned a new piano song. Here is me playing it =3



Comment~

Nothing else to say. To sleepy, ja.

Ja. Again.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

R.F: A hate Darren with only one R.
P.S: For some reason and only GOD knows why... I didn't fail ANYTHING BUT MORAL.

Holidays Day 05

LOL. So I forgot my password for about 17 days? Yea. So I've been up to just about... Nothing. Oh yea, tomorrow is Sue Chen's birthday and I err... Nuts. Not good. *YOU DIDN'T READ THAT*

So I went to Singapore for about 2 days, which is Monday Evening to Wednesday Afternoon. I went with my FAMILY, of course. Not that it wasn't entertaining but... sometimes... family just doesn't work. So we went to this place called DINO... DINO CAKEHOUSE. According to AFC, the food there is great. In my own opinion, not so good. Heck. SUGAR rolls had no taste. The mee siam, according to my sister, tastes sweet. Which is weird since mee siam is supposed to taste mee siam-ish.. not sweet.

ANYWAYS, I've been addicted to Persona4 for the past few days to the point where I actually managed to go through with one of the craziest plans that I've ever come up with, a Persona that Nulls EVERYTHING except Almighty. So it goes like this...

WARNING PERSONA SPOILER

Firstly, fuse Michael so that he has Repel Physical. This is done by fusing Girimehkala(Lv56 so it learns Repel Physical) with Nebiros and Masakado. THEN, fuse Metatron and make sure it has Repel Ice. Use the said Michael and Metatron to make Lucifer. Just for fun, level Lucifer once and let it learn Victory Cry but make sure it has Absorb Elec, Repel Ice and Repel Physical.

After registering said Lucifer, fuse Lucifer with Nebiros and Attis(or some other high leveled Hanged Man persona) to make Arabhaki with Repel Ice and Absorb Elec. Make Arabhaki learn Repel Physical at Lv80 to increase your inheritance rate if you're lazy. Then, re-summon that Lucifer you registered earlier and fuse it with that Arabhaki to make Helel. Now, make sure it inherits Repel Physical, Repel Ice and Absorb Elec. For an extra kick, make it inherit Victory Cry from Lucifer if you got it... Otherwise, Spell Master, if possible.

Now... You must be wondering. If it blocks EVERYTHING, why is it still weak to Wind, right? Well, it learns Repel Wind by itself. So... Now, let's review. Helel is Strong against Physical, Nulls Fire, Nothing against Ice and Elec, Weak to Wind and Nulls Light AND Dark. By adding said skills(Repel Ice, Repel Physical, Absorb Elec and it learns Repel Wind), it now Repels Physical, Ice and Wind, Absorbs Elec, and Nulls Fire, Light AND Dark. Did I mention that Helel takes 25% damage from Almighty? Making it nearly, unkillable which is why I gave it a nickname. ULTIMATE BLOCKER HELEL.

And that's about it. Nothing much to say. Till next I write?

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

R.F: Cheese is in fact, a fruit.
R.F. about R.F: That fact is, in fact, said most by Mun Chun.

March Examination Day 02 -SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL-

EXAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMSS!!!

Oh my god. Not really... SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL. Exams are err... somewhat, fun. SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL. You see... There is no noise and you get to go home faster. SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL. So... errr... SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL. Nothing much happened really just wanted to let you guys know that there's an exam going on in my school which will kill us all.

SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL.

So... err... till next time? SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL.

Ja. SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL.
P.S.S: SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL.
P.S.S.S: SEJARAH CONFIRM FAIL.

Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well, you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh, you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

'Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day...
Had a bad day...

Like some people have said, every dog has it's day, right? Well, today was by far THE worst day of my life. Already saddened by the fact that my kitten has left me, piled on by a blow to my ego(no thanks to Amer =P)... I guess all my problems finally got too much and I guess, I kinda broke down for the first time in my life. And PLEASE, PLEASE... Disregard the post before.

This would probably the FASTEST recovery anyone has seen or read in their life. Within the span of several hours, I got over all the problems except for one =P I just wanna thank my friends Amer and Shane for helping me get over this. Thanks, guy... Without you two, I wonder what would I be doing now.

So, I regained my self-confidence,(I swear to God... make me STOP) along with my piano skillz. And guess what, Shane...

-TitaniumReMiXeD- Ventus is BACK!

And he's back HARD. Prepare yourselves for righteous OWNAGE and PWNAGE and most possibly WAFFLAGE, Garena players. This guy is back with a vengeance. BOOM! Headshot!

No, seriously, thanks, Shane. I swear to God. You should be a motivator or something, you asshole. Never once I felt so inspired in my life.

So today was Sue Chen's sister, Chen Chen's birthday so we basically went out for dinner and shit. Then, we went to Swenson's(NOT FREAKING AGAIN) for dessert. THEN, we went to Melur to drink some stuffs. Oh, the best part was I shouted "I wanna watch a movie!" during the dessert part. My mum told Sue Chen that I wanted to date her and her face was PRICELESS. I mean, seriously, why the scared face?

So, basically, here I am, posting a random blog post. I guess that's about it. Look out world, -TitaniumReMiXeD- is looking for a spot in the WCG and boy, we'll get it!

Signing off~
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: Damien says, "Hi!".

I'm a n00b in CS =P

So I didn't really improve in the end. It's like only that ONE map that I can play in. In reality, after some time in de_dust with Shane, I FAILed horribly. So, I'm gonna forget everything I learned so far and start anew. If I really am useless in CS, I'm considering to quit the clan, I mean... If I can't aim, I'm pretty much useless.

To think all of this started because of my own doubts. I can't even play my piano anymore. All my usual finesse is completely gone. So I might quit my piano, haha. I feel really sad like 99.9% of the time because of personal reasons which I will probably NEVER disclose since they are, after all, personal.

Till then, haha.

Ja.
Yuuichi

P.S: Look at post above. This post is UTTER BULLSHIT.

-TitaniumReMiXeD-

So... I actually managed to get around making the CS Clan(?) for me and my friends. We're officially known as -TitaniumReMiXeD- so if you see the tag in front of anyone's name, you'll know that their a friend of mine. We also managed to pick a clan leader. I'll list the current members here:-

1 -TitaniumReMiXeD- SoraZ aka Shane
2 -TitaniumReMiXeD- Ventus aka Damien
3 -TitaniumReMiXeD- Panic! aka Amer

And that's about it. So if you see any of these names in GG, you know it's us =P Til next I write!

Ja.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: I improved from no shot to headshot! =D

Cohabiting Lovers - Prologue: Flashback

It was not a commonplace scene. In the living room of a house somewhere, three people were present. The oldest, a man, was sitting on a large armchair in front of the fireplace, the younger man was standing opposing him while the youngest, a girl, was hiding behind the younger man.
“Like I care about our family’s honor! Listen, father! This is the 21^st century! Things like honor don’t matter no more!” shouted the younger man.
“No, no. You listen to me, son. One of us has to put our foot down. It’s either you follow my will and become a tailor and follow in the footsteps of your ancestors before you or follow your dreams and become nobody. If I were you, son, I’d choose the first choice. The decision is entirely yours.” The old man said coldly.
“Then I don’t have so say anything. You already know what I will choose,” said the young man.
“Fine. Do what you want… The moment you leave this house, you are no longer my son!” shouted the older man.
“Like I care.”
“Yuu-onii-sama! Don’t go. Please stay with me!” shouted the youngest.
“I’m sorry, Yukari. I have to go. But I promise you, I… will return to take you back. Until then, please wait for me,” the younger man replied, his voice turned soft.
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
“Really?”
“Yes, really. Now, be a good girl and follow what dad says. I have to go,” answered the young man.
Moments later, the young man was standing outside the gate of a huge mansion. Looking back, he saw Yukari waving goodbye.
Waving goodbye himself, he turned and boarded the bus which would take him to his new fate which, unbeknownst to him, is filed with hardships and challenge.

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I know, I know. I fail in writing stories. I consider this one of my best IDEAS. I'm looking forward to improve my writing skills. Once this is done, I'll come back here and improve and re-post it =P

Nothing much to say, haha. Today was boring and my arm hurts from playing badminton. Signing off for today, hopefully, lawl. Might be updating later today if I complete Chapter One: Few Years Later. Till then.

Ja.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: Thinking about romantic scenes is my forte!
P.S.S: I'm planning to participate in WCG 2010 even though SPM is next year =P Only for CS, if they have it. Team details below.

[-TiTaniumReMiXeD-]
I Tan Shane Lee
II Damien Liaw
III Amer Hakimin
IV -reserved-
V -empty-
VI -empty-

Wee~ A certificate!

I know, I know. Not a big deal, right? NO! It is SUCH a big deal, smart asses. I don't get certificates much. Maybe once every FOUR years but not TWO in THREE weeks!

ANYWAYS, as most of you Twealveans know, 4 Delphi's drama group got 2nd place and I'm sure most of you are dying to get more details.

Most of all. The script? It was written COMPLETELY, completely written by Mah Mun Chun who is also in our class with a few edits here and there.

The cast:-

1. Ong Fu Ying Chronicles - Fu Ying
2. Ong Sherlyn - Sherlyn
3. Sue Chen - Sherlyn's Friend
4. Dimitri Rosli - Fu Ying's Buddy aka Guitar Boy
5. Amir Rayyan - The Stylist aka Gay Guy
6. Faiq - The Gangster Dude
7. Mun Chun - The Guitar Intro Guy(left right after)
8. Damien - Narrator

Did I miss anyone? I hope not 0=3

So it was like, totally, boring today. Only fun time was during Physics. Wait, that wasn't even FUN... I mean... HELL. I was compared to BARNEY, THE PURPLE FRIGGIN' DINOSAUR.

GAWD! Nothing much to say... cept' that I'm still trying to learn Sen no Yoru wo Koete and I think I'll have it nailed by March 21st, the latest. I will NEVER forget the importance of thatd ate =P

Ja.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: Booya! O2 Addiction!
P.S.S: I wanna try for WCG this year. Maybe I'll get a team or something.
P.S.S.S: PICTURE TREAT!

My sister's dog during CNY. Cute, huh?

Me and my sis up in Genting. Antique Cars FTW!

I was caught red-handed buying a McFlurry =P

My bro-in-law's sister's wedding dinner. I was like BLUR.

B&B Pudding. Yummy.

Valentine's Day 2009

*sigh* It's Valentine's Day and I don't have a date =3 Not that I am supposed to have one... I mean... I'm just 16... Yeah, right... Anyways, I actually got around to record myself playing River Flows In You and Sen no Yoru wo Koete's introduction.

Here they are!





I know. I know. I'm a n00b. But hey, I officially started learning piano seriously two or three months ago.

Anyways. You guys won't get an update tonight as I'm already updating now. Cause tonight's Valentine's and my family are going out for dinner. So... yea. I MIGHT consider posting some pictures but that's very unlikely to happen.

Ja.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: I didn't ask my kitten out =P She probably hates me, after all.

Ohmigosh!! Me forgots...

Oh mi gosh! I forgots to update for so long... You can't blame meee! You caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan't...

Uhh... Okae... Now that thats over, I can actually get to my life nao. 

I went to the dentist earlier todaii. It wuz liek..." You're teeth keep hitting each other and BOOM! Your teeth hurts. So nao, I have to make it less sharp." *sniff* My canine...

ANYWAYS, not used to my internet english, right? Good. I prefer spelling things out anyways. So... I couldn't blog lately because:-

1. I had sooooooooooo much homework, I couldn't even on my PC.
2. I had sooooooooooo much homework, I couldn't even on my PC.
   
3. I had sooooooooooo much homework, I couldn't even on my PC.
   
4. I had sooooooooooo much homework, I couldn't even on my PC.
   
5. I had to write a poem for Valentines Day.

So here it is.

I looked towards the starlit sky,

Looking for the shiniest star,

One caught my eye, just over the horizon,

Very carefully, I placed it close to my heart,

Each step I take, the star burns brightly,

Young and pulasating, it's brightness grew,

One day, I finally understood;

Understood that this star, was my love for you.

You know that I am not selfish,

After all, I'm not asking you to be mine,

All I ask is that you grant me this one wish,

It is all I want, will you be my Valentine?

This is written for the one whom I shall refer to affectionately as my 'Kitten'. I really love her. I really do. I'd take her out for Valentine's Day if I didn't promise my mum I'd take her out =P Maybe I could include her somehow. "Haha, FAT CHANCE." - GLaDOS

Nothing else much to say I guess except the fact where my teacher hasn't given me the video to the drama competition I took part in. I NEEDS IT! So I can upload it to YouTube and link it here. So you guys can watch it.

Yours lovingly,

Yuuichi-kun

aka Damien

P.S: Love is really fickle, you know that? So let's ALL get into the Valentine's mood and write love poems!

Huuuuuuge O2 Addiction

So I realize that I actually skipped a day from blogging. All I can say is, I was lazy and I really couldn't bring myself to blog. Heartbreak heartbreak. Then there was the teasing."Lovesick Puppy". Wow. Great. THAT nickname again. Will they EVER give up.

ANYWAYS, like the title of this post says, I've been addicted to a little something called O2 Jam! Yes, it's back and it's back huge. EXCEPT. It's no longer an official server. It's back as a private server! And it's back HARD! All new UI, servers and a bunch of other stuff.

Let's see, where should I start? The best thing about this server is it's fast exp rate and GEM rate. One game could net you about 600 > 850 or even 1.2k if you're that good and you got Rank #1 out of 8 people playing. Then, you remember those awesome looking clothes that were bought using REAL money? Well, in this server, it's written that way but in reality, it's bought using GEMs! Yes, it's absolutely true, it sounds too good to be through, right? Well... There ARE some downsides. The server, unfortunately, runs on a 1GB RAM and an individual 1MBit line so prepare to either DC a lot or be unable to log in completely.

Here they are, my screenies from O2 Angels.

Above was my lousy attempt at Recollection on Hard. I have a very bad habit. When I play a single room, I tend to type in the Lv of the song. Why?

Above was my best song yet. My first time playing End of Fight and I got FULL KOMBOES! My friend was like, "You're insane!"

Last but not least is this song, Dragon Eyes. When I was playing Recollection and this song, the server was lagging up badly and I couldn't play at my best. Like I said, downsides =.=

Hold on.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: O2 Addiction FTW! O2 Angel

Chinese New Year 2009, 1st Day

Yesterday's dinner was pretty much the best dinner of the year! It was HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE, seriously. The menu consisted of fish paste, prawns, chicken and even some random vegetables of which name I do not know =P What!? I don't eat vegetables. So, we ate our dinner and pretty much did what most people do during CNY, lawl!

Then, we went for supper. We ate one epic sized Roti Tisu + Kurang Manis, lol. My mum insisted on the kurang manis part. If I don't say this, this blog's name would be meaningless. After all, the last three posts had nothing about romance or music. In the end, I couldn't muster up enough courage to hug her =P That and I can safely conclude that she's actually trying to avoid me.

Nothing else much to say.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

R.F: I just mastered River Flow In You by Yiruma on my piano. Next up on the list is Sen No Yoru Wo Koete. I'll try to take a video of RFIY soon.

I need to remember to charge my camera =.=

Once again, the first day of my holidays got ruined by my stupid memory. How could I forget to charge my camera!? Well, anyways, thank god today is rather boring so not much good pictures anyways. MUST REMEMBER TO CHARGE FOR TOMORROW.

So, today... I woke at a 2.55 AM as usual. I checked the clock. Unless the clock was lying and actually went BACK in time. So then I did what any other person in their right mind would do... Brush their teeth and wash their face... YEAH, RIGHT! I just went downstairs to boot up and PC and start my gaming career back on. But... the CABAL server was dead. One plan shot dead right then and there. So it was pretty much stare at the screen while playing O2Angel.

Should I do the time warp thing? Naw. Let's just skip to dinner. So I went to Nando's at Subang Parade. For the first time in my entire life... I ate mild. LOL. Yes, I hate spicy stuff, in case you were wondering. But the mild was... for the lack of a better word, mild. It wasn't even in the least bit spicy. Rip offs... Oh. Y'know that Choco Mango Pudding? Apparently, the pudding is the nata de coco thing from supermarkets. LAWL. So, like, now... Here I am typing this thing. Nothing else happened, pretty much. Only to say tomorrow my family will be cooking dinner.

Nothing else much to say.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: I may be single but I am not available. I only have eyes for one.

LBT or now known as ALT!

Woots. Today was like... damn tiring. My school had a marathon thing for like 3.2KM and it was PURE TORTURE all the way~ Though... It would be worse if I didn't take my friends, Kim Foong, Andrew and Shen Yi on the walk with me. We were like... walking while singing random songs like "Still Alive - Johnathan Coulton and GLaDOS" and "The Campfire Song Song - Spongebob Squarepants". So we took about 31 minutes to finish it and as a finisher, we sprinted down the last leg while shouting, " FOR SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" DAMN! Was it pretty fun.

The, we had recess. What we did was pretty much lounge around and hang out which wasn't exactly as boring as most of you might think... I was being a lunatic by singing all those Playhouse Disney songs =P And just for kicks, I irritated Melissa by screaming in agony everytime I saw her face. She kept going, "What!?" Haha. Oh, in the end, although Norton(red house) won a lot of placings, my house, McAfee aka PURPLE, won the whole thing with a WHOPPING 540 points. Good job, McAfee people out there.

TIME WARP, WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO! Alright... It's probably getting old, isn't it? I went to Jalan Silang for dinner today. That's in KL for those who are geographically challenged like me =D My family and I went to Restoran Soong Kee which sells Beef Ball Noodles! Best beef ball noodles I ever ate. Filled me right up. Just the thing after a tiring day. All it's missing is a scoop of French Vanilla ice cream... Which I could not get, sadly enough.

I noticed that I haven't linked anyone or even added a chatbox yet. I'll have to ask Shane about that later... And a few other guys for their blogs so I can link them. Right... Anyways, till next time I post, keep having fun... or else ?=3

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

R.F: Ommelettes. Their good. REAL good. They taste like eggs.

First Post EVER!!

So, it's like... my first post... ever... in a blog. So like... What am I supposed to write? I guess I'll start with what happened in my life, haha.

So it's like, nothing much really happened. Today was REALLY boring. It was like school. In fact, it was school. The only fun part of the whole thing was that time during English where we discussed whatever drama we were going to do. We settled on Mun Chun's idea, whatever it was... I kinda just voted for it cause it sounded very long. "The longer, the better," right? Right...

Then, after recess. For some reason, me and a couple of my classmates had a VERY adult conversation to the point where Kevin, another classmate, was like, "What does [insertwordhere] mean?" I was literally laughing my ass of on the inside. Don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings, y'know? And the rest of school was pretty much what you'd actually expect from a school, boring boring homework. One mystery remains unsolved! Why the hell did I have TWO of the same exercise books?

TIME WARP, WOOHOO! Okae... That was weird. Skipping ahead to dinner, we finally had Yee Sang(traditional Chinese food for CNY) for dinner! I couldn't get pictures cause, being who I am, I forgot to charge my camera's batteries... Silly me =P Nothing much happened during dinner. My life isn't very interesting, huh? At least, not yet... Just wait till around June, I'll go crazy by then due to lack of sleep. Nothing much else to say, then... I think tomorrow willl be pretty good... At least, I hope... Tomorrow is a long day. Read as: 4.4KM Marathon. I'll porbably pass out by then... Wish me luck, people!

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

R.F: Duct tape. The force. Same. Both have dark and light sides and hold the world together.