Saturday, August 29, 2009

Mismatch. Camera failure.

My camera is BROKEN.

Get it? BROKEN. Anyways, it's been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long since I last updated so I guess I'll just upload the pics DAMIEN took before his camera got GGed.



I held the camera the wrong way )=
Anyone can guess who THIS guy is!? Hint: Bunnies.
This is why you make sure you don't hold your camera backwards.
"I see you!" "I know!"
Look out!!!


Bla bla bla. The END.

Later.
Mi-En

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Random Stuffs

1. The person who tagged you is :
Harmony Tan

2. Your relationship with him/her is :
Arch-nemesis(To my balls.)

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
ARGH! MY BALLS! COVER THEM!

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
Nothing? I rarely spend more than 20 minutes with her.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
You'd better wear guards tomorrow if you know what I mean.

6. If he/she becomes your lover
No. Because, no.

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
No. Because, no.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
Wear guards everyday.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
For fun. Definitely for kicks.

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
Not get kicked there.

11. Your overall impression on him/her is:
Evil, naughty, dirty-minded.(Speaking for myself.)

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
I hate my hair, damn it.

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Myself. I feel good the way I am... except my freaking hair.

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
You son of a... I mean. Sun off a beach, I fell asleep in English class.

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Nyk
2. Nick YB
3. Imran cause I know you're reading this.
4. Yuuko-chan although she probably already did it.
5. Azni cause I like doing this shit.
6. Ancel cause he quitted blogging.
7. Elaine who also probably done it.
8. Amanda because she probably has nothing else better to do.
9. Andrew to help him relieve his boredism.
10. Edwin FlyFF

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
Belinda? LOL!

18. Is 9 a male or a female?
An evil GUY.

19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
Probably Biology... IF you know what I mean...

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
My mother.

21. What kind of music does 8 like?
She hates techno. I know that much.

22. Does 1 have any siblings?
None. Unless I count as one, LOL!

23. Is 4 single?
I guess?

24. What is the surname of 5?
Err... Refer to Harmony.

25. What's the hobby of 3?
Eating, fo' shure.

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
Yes. They're cousins(DISTANT).

27. Where is 10 studying at?
USJ4 or somewhere in Shah Alam.

28. Say something casual about your eyes:
They suffer from extreme cases of visual disorder whenever I blink. Yes, I see sausages.

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
No. That's just... wrong.

30. Where does 9 live?
Somewhere in USJ3.

31. What colour does 4 like?
"Anything colour that bunnies are!" - Harmony

32. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
No. They don't even know each other.

33. Does 2 like 7?
As a friend, maybe.

34. How did you get to know 8?
Sometime in Standard/Primary 1.

35. Does 3 have any pets?
A cat? If he does, it's probably really, I mean, REALLY fat.

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Are you gay? An aeroplane could land here.

37. Are you sexy?
Why, no. If I was, I wouldn't be doing this.

38. What am I doing now?
Painting the Mona Lisa.


I'm tagging the following:
FCUK this. STOP REPEATING THE QUESTION!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

A Hundred Truths 2008

1. Real name → Damien Liaw
002. Nickname(s)→ Damien, D, Dame, GAYmien (CURSE YOU, DARREN WITH ONE R!), Neimad, Damian (Sivaths' fault...), Mi-en(It's cute when Wei Wern says it.), Damin(Bal can't get enough fo it.)
004. Zodiac sign → Cancer (It's sign is 69.)
005. Male or female → Male (Is it there? Yes.)
006. Elementary → Ladybird in Subang and Bluebells in Penang.
007. Middle School → SMK USJ 12 since... err... ever(and ever.)
008. University → None yet. Tokyo U sounds awesome though.
009. Friends → More than I can count on my fingers AND toes.

010. Hair color → Uber dark brown.
011. Long or short Hair → Short(Preferred choice? Mastercard.)
012. Loud or Quiet → Shh... Bal's doing his add maths.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans(LOL)
014. Phone or Camera → Camera!
015. Health freak → I rarely get sick to begin with so I don't even care.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither (Wow. Pretty darn clean, huh?)
017. Do you have a crush on someone?→ Yes. It's pretty heavy too.
018. Eat or Drink → I prefer... Neither(?). BOTH.
019. Piercings → Never will.
020. Tattoos → Not yet(?). NEVER.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Not at all.
024. First best friend → Balraj Singh aka JARLAB.
025. First award → 3rd place for something... Not sure what though.
026. First crush → Uhh... Don't remember! 0=3
027. First pet → A bunny. Wow.
030. First big birthday → Kindergarden.


CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → YES.
050. Drinking → Water.
052. I'm about to → play O2Jam.
053. Listening to → nothing at all.
054. Plans for today → Tuition x2.
055. Waiting for → Anything to happen.


YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Maybe one or two?
059. Want to get married? → As Nick would've said... After that last question... It'd be sick if I didn't want to get married.
060. Careers in mind → Surgeon, Lawyer and Game Developer.

WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - Yes. Once.
081. Ran away from home → Yes O=/
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Not yet.
083. Killed somebody → All the time.
084. Broken someone's heart → Probably once.
085. Been arrested → Nope
087. Cried when someone died → What would that achieve?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → No. I believe in Kamina who believes in me.
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → Yes
092. Heaven → Definitely. Where else would I go when I die?
093. Santa Claus → No. If reindeer can fly, so can pigs.
094. Male Nipples → No comment.
095. Kiss on the first date → Situation dependant.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → The person I want to be with will only hurt me.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No.
099. Do you believe in God →Yeah.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

  1. Everyone except Nick and Edwin. NICK not NYK. Jeez.

Bummer...

So it's like...
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=100746856404&ref=mf

Haha, Shane. Nice try but it's kind of obvious it's you. LOL. Who else hates me this much? I don't really care, though. Ah, well.

ANYWAYS...

Woah. I gots a new nickname yesterdaiis. It's 'Mi-En'. A horrible attempt by Wei Wern in Chinese-fying my name. Keyword is obviously... 'horrible'. Hahas.

So it's like, I like it so, I will be using it more often. LOL. So, here we go. I'll be changing my layout, blah blah blah and some other random stuff. The interesting part was I like how Wei Wern repeated it again and again. It sounds all too familiar, hahas. Was called that once, stopped ever since...

So, let's jam!



This is epic jamming. I'll post some videos later tonight. Hafta finish my projects.

Later.
Mi-En
aka Damien(obvious?)

P.S: Here we go again.

Friday, June 26, 2009

MJ's Death & Me... Similarity? Date.

MJ died on my birthday, what the heck. Who would've known?

ANYWAYS, MJ was a good guy. That's all I'm saying. Nothing else.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien

P.S: Actually, I wanted to write a really long post but I forgot what I wanted to write =(

Monday, June 22, 2009

Contack Infoes... Bad English LOL

Well. Since JANE STILL HAS NO IDEA ABOUT MY MSN AND IGN. LOL. Let's go through this... again...

MSN : damienLCD_forever@hm.com
E-mail : yuuichikun-DESU@live.com.my

IGNS

Aquila : Divinism(Windbreaker)
Bootes : iYukikaze(Flame Wizard)
Cassiopeia : iKobayashi(Hopefully)
Delphinus : iDivinism(Confirm will get.)
Eridanus : I hate this server.
Fornax : iTakeuchi(If get, pwn.)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Songs That Mean Something

ALONES - Aqua Timez

Oreta awai tsubasa
Kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Mou dareka no tame janakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo

Izen to shite shinobiyoru kodoku
Uchigawa ni tomoru rousoku
Nigiwau ba ni gouka na shanderia to wa urahara ni
Tarinai kotoba no
Kubomi o nani de umetara ii n’ darou
Mou wakaranai yo
Semete yume no naka de
Jiyuu ni oyogetara anna sora mo iranai no ni
Kinou made no koto wo
Nuritsubusa nakute mo asu ni mukaeru no ni

Oreta awai tsubasa
Kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Mou dareka no tame ja nakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo

Rettoukan to no wakai wa
Kantan ni wa kanawanaisa
Jiishiki no teppen ni suwaru
Kagami ga utsusu hanabira
Furishiboru you ni
Kogoreta ai wo sakende miru keredo
Modokashikute
Meguru toki no naka de
Kizuguchi wa yagate
Kasabuta ni kowatte iku
Kimi wa sore o matazu
Totemo utsukushiku
Totemo hakanage de

Hagare ochita ato no
Ubuge no you ni
Hiwamari no naka de furueru inori
Ima wa muri ni dareka no koto wo
Ai sou to omowanakute ii no ni

[Instrumental]

Toki ni kono sekai wa
Ue wo muite
Aruku ni wa sukoshi mabushii sugiru ne
Shizumu you ni
Me wo fuseru to
Kawaita chimen ga namida wo susuru
Why do you feel so
Alone anytime
Subete wo uketomenakute ii yo
Why do you feel so
Alone anytime
Koraeru koto dakedo
Yuuki ja nai


Sen no Yoru wo Koete - Aqua Timez

Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerunda

Anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
Nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
Donna ni negai nozomou ga
Kono sekai ni wa kaerareru mono ga takusan aru darou
Sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
Dare ni mo kaerareru shinjitsu dakara

Sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

Kono hiroi sekai de meguri au yorokobi wo kotoba jya ii arawasenai ne
Dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
Iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo doremi de utatte
Fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
Atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to

Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
Kurikaeshite wa hitori bocchi wo iyagatte
Ano hi no boku wa mukizu no mama de hito wo aisou to shite ita

Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa


Ketsui no Asa ni - Aqua Timez

Douse nara mou
Hetakuso na yume wo egaite ikou yo
Douse nara mou
Hetakuso de akaruku yukai na ai no aru yume wo
“Kidon nakute ii
Kakkotsuke nai hou ga omaerashii yo”

Isshoukenmei ni nareba naru hodo
Karamawari shite shimau bokura no tabiji wa
Shougakusei no
Te to ashi ga issho ni dechau koushin mitai
Sore mo mata iin ja nai?
Ikite yuku koto nante sa
Kitto hito ni warawareru kurai ga
Choudo iin da yo

Kokoro no oku no oku
Tojikometeta hontou no boku
Namami no san-juu-roku do gobun
Kazarazu ni iza we don’t stop
Kedo mada tsuyogatterun da yo
Mada baria wo hatterun da yo
Itami to tatakatterun da yo

Tsurai toki tsurai to ietara ii no ni naa
Boku-tachi wa tsuyogatte warau yowamushi da
Sabishii no ni heiki na furi wo shite iru no wa
Kuzure ochite shimai sou na
Jibun wo mamoru tame na no sa

Boku dake ja nai hazu sa
Ikiba no nai kono kimochi wo
Ibasho no nai kono kodoku wo
Kakaete iru no wa...

Hito no itami ni wa mukanshin
Sono kuse jibun no koto to naru to fuan ni natte
Hito wo kiratte
Fukou na no wa jibun dakette omottari
Ataerare nai koto wo tada nageite
San sai ji no you ni wameite
Ai toiu na no oyatsu wo suwatte matteru boku wa
ASUFARUTO no terikaeshi ni mo makezu ni
Jibun no ashi de aruiteku hitotachi wo mite omotta
Ugokaseru ashi ga aru nara
Mukaitai basho ga aru nara
Kono ashi de aruite yukou

Mou nido tohontono egao wo torimodosu koto
Dekinai kamoshirenai to omou yoru mo atta kedo

Taisetsu na hito-tachi no atatakasa ni sasaerare
Mou ichido shinjite miyou ka na to omoi mashita

Tsurai toki tsurai to ietara ii no ni naa
Boku-tachi wa tsuyogatte warau yowamushi da
Sabishii no ni heiki na furi wo shite iru no wa
Kuzure ochite shimai sou na
Jibun wo mamoru tame dakedo

Ayamachi mo kizuato mo tohou ni kure
Besokaita hi mo
Boku ga boku toshite ikitekita akashi ni shite
Douse nara korekara wa isso dare yori mo
Omoikiri hetakuso na yume wo egaite yukou
Ii wake wo katadukete doudou to mune wo hari
Jibun toiu ningen wo utai tsuduke you


I never thought I can find a few songs that closely described me. Its kind of like my life into a song. Each represents a part in my life, how I feel and how it is everyday.

For those who aren't Japanese literate(like me).

ALONES(ENG) - Aqua Timez

Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

loneliness is still creeping up,
A candle lit up inside
totally incompatible with a splendid, bustling party

The hollowness of
the absence of your words, is it ok just to bury them?
I still don't know

At least within dreams
If I can swim freely even if there isn't anywhere like that,
Even if everything until now is forgotten,
Even if I can face tomorrow...

Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

The peacefulness of inferiority
won't come true so simply
Settling above your self consciousness
A petal reflected by a mirror

Straining my lungs,
tryin' to call dirtied love,
however, it's so frustrating

As times are passing
My wounds are cursed
My scabs are changed
You haven't got that
So beautiful
Yet so short lived

After the scabs fall off
Just like the newer, shorter hair near the scar
My prayer are shaking in the bright light
I won't forcibly
try to love you...

Sometimes, in this world
When we try to walk ahead,
it's a little too bright, isn't it?
It's like we're sinking
When we feel like giving up,
the dry land sucks up our tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
We don't have to take it all, you know
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Simple refrain isn't courage……..


Sen no Yoru wo Koete(ENG) - Aqua Timez

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love


Ketsui no Asa ni(ENG) - Aqua Timez

If you want to do something,
then sketch out your pitiful dream
If you want to do something,
then sketch out your dream
with badly lit, but pleasant love
“You don’t have to pretend, not being very cool suits you well”

The more effort we put into it,
the more fruitless our journey is
Our hands and fleet fly everywhere
like we’re in an elementary school parade
Living life, isn’t it great?
So being laughed at by people definitely feels alright

The real me is shut away in the depths of my heart
36/5 human,
to put it plainly now, we don’t stop
But I’m still acting tough,
I’m still putting up a barrier
I’m fighting with the pain

Times are tough, I wish I could say that;
that’s how I feel
We’re a couple of laughing cowards, acting tough
Even though I’m lonely,
I’m pretending to be just fine
In order to protect myself,
who feels like he’s about to crumble

It shouldn’t be only me that feels these feelings
of having no place to turn to
I’m carrying with me
This rootless loneliness…

I’m indifferent to the pain of others
When I’m really being myself, I get insecure
I hate people, and I think only of being unhappy
I whine about the things that I’m deprived of
I scream and cry like a 3 year old kid
I’m sitting and waiting for my afternoon snack,
called love

Not giving in to the reflection in the asphalt
Walking with my own feet,
I looked at people, and thought
If I could move,
if there was a place I wanted to head to
Then I would walk there with my own feet

There were nights when
I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to
Get my real smile back again
Supported by the warmth of the people that I love
I thought that maybe I should try to believe,
one more time

Times are tough, I wish I could say that;
that’s how I feel
We’re a couple of laughing cowards, acting tough
Even though I’m lonely,
I’m pretending to be just fine
In order to protect myself,
who feels like he’s about to crumble, but

My mistakes and scars, being perplexed
and the days when I was about to cry
They’re all proof that I lived my life, as myself
If you want to do something, then from now on
Sketch out your pitiful dream,
with more strength than anyone else
Readying your explanation, and holding your head high
without hesitation
Keep on singing about a person called yourself


Yes, I AM an Aqua Timez Addict so, live with it.

Ja na.
Yuuichi-kun
aka Damien